Another beginning

I'm starting week four tomorrow and I still feel like I'm trying to figure things out. Maybe that is part of the reason why I feel so tired and not excited. Because it still feels so up in the air.

I just feel like I'm going to mess up. I've had opportunities to interpret and I'm just so scared of doing it. I'm trying to make myself do it in spite of that, but well, I guess I just want to be good at it already. I just feel like I mess up so much. And I'm kind of tired of getting things wrong all the time. I wish I had more support out here. For times such as this.

But anyway, I gotta go to bed so I can get on the bus at 7 in the morning to get on the subway to get on a train to arrive by 8:25 to get in a car and ride with the interpreter I am working with to arrive by 9. (I bet this appointment won't equal even half my traveling time.)

******EDIT******

I ended up getting a ride that morning, which is a shorter ride, but of course it was only like 20 degrees if not lower when we tried to leave and the car wouldn't start so I was going to end up being late. Wonder of God's wonders, it turned out the student I was going to interpret for had decided not to go to class. It worked out.